 the motivation behind this journal  weekly thoughts and events in my life  express your thoughts in the guestbook, or just view those of other visitors  background information on who i am  the methods by which i may be contacted |
 When I became gay- telling my best friend and admitting it to myself.  An account of a typical evening at my favorite 'gay' hang out.  My best friend reveals his bisexuality, and we explore the gay nightlife of Saint Louis.  Meeting Doug, who introduced me to true love.  Redefining my relationship with Doug, my first and only true love. |